Today Starts the First Day of the Rest of My Life...

Ahh but so does tomorrow, so i'll worry about it then!

Anyway, so the past two weeks have been crazy, but i am so pumped about this weekend! my best friend from High school is getting married and i am in the wedding (and so is Kel)! i have been waiting for this wedding for over 2 years now and it's finally here! i cannot WAIT to celebrate with my friends!

However, today i woke up throwing up with a persistently bloody nose! i very rarely get bloody noses and they NEVER bleed like this, so i was seriously worried! i went to prompt care to find out the meds i was on last week are no good, and so instead i am on triple dosing of a moderate antibiotic (size pills a day, thats A LOT!) and steroids and a homeopathic remedy (has anyone ever heard of olive oil in your ears to soothe and relax them?). so after taking over 7 pills as told by my doctor taking a three hour nap, eating something and pouring drops of olive oil down my ears i felt better! hopefully this time the doctors will help me instead of postponing feeling like crap! Oh and the olive oil thing works really well, so if any kids have ear problems and ear aches, try it it's awesome, immediately soothing and relieves the pain for a long time!

However, even if i don't get better the doctor's visit was successful! i have struggled my whole life with stress and high blood pressure. since school ended i have been reading some old familiar and favorite books whenever i get stressed out. even though school is done i still have a lot of stress with work, wedding, money, and finding a career path! i found out that reading is helping and my blood pressure is lower than ever! So excited, it has taken me forever to get my blood pressure under control, and with three different infections in my sinuses i still have managed to relax and control my blood pressure! yay for the little successes in life!

life is awesome! since school has ended i have been happier than ever. i am not a school type person, and knowing that i can start focusing on the rest of my life is so exciting! Kel and i have never been better, my best friend is getting married, and i have learned how to take time for myself! :)