So I recently had a conversation with a friend. She was asking if kel and I were wanting to start having another baby soon. She has know me a long long time and knows I want a large family and my kids close in age. This question has come up a lot from people an I always have the same answer.
It would be easy to say no for financial reasons, or because my pregnancy was so rough, or that the Dr said I should wait because of my c section. There are a hundred EXCUSES (valid or not) to wait.
However I don't need an excuse. My answer is that my daughter is enough to fulfill my life. She grows everyday and while some women are sad as their baby gets older, I might some day hit that stage. But for now I am so excited for every milestone and if I never have another Cecelia is enough for me. If I do have more I will be happy whenever they are given to me, but I find no need to rush!
It saddens me to know that what people have is never enough, either in their jobs, material goods, family etc. Right now everything I have is MORE than enough and as log as I continue to work hard at everything ibdobi will never want for anything! Cecelia brings me more joy and as long as I have her I am more blessed than I ever thought I would be.
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