Walking on Broken glass...

so, my life is pretty much one big accident! by that i mean a lot of random accidental things always happen to me and there is no rhyme or reason why! for example, this week has been horrible because of random little accidents happening.

First i slipped and spilled my mom's tea all over my dad's computer, and killed it. i felt horrible, but it's one of those things that was a complete accident and out of my control, but still happened and cost my dad a lot of money he didn't need to spend! so that put me in a bad mood.

then at work i have been slipping and making mistakes and not double checking things. this has made me look incompetent and therefore people have been noticing my mistakes and it makes them worse which makes me feel even schmittier!

Finally, at work one day a rock busted the back passenger window of kel's car. it shattered all inside my car and was a mess. However, i do not have to pay for it because my boss is amazing and it's the lawn mower's fault! so normally this would just be a sucky  thing that was handled and no worries! But, because my life can't be simple, i am going to St. Louis with Kel for our anniversary. My car is in no shape to be driven that far and Kel's car (which is the one with the busted window) has a busted window. it was supposed to be fixed at work today, but LITERALLY NO window place in town has the part and so it is impossible to fix.

Kel and i ended up finding a ride (thanks mom) to STL and can still have a good time. i just can't seem to shake off how horrible this week has been and how many little things have turned into dramatic disasters. All of them have had solutions, but it still has given me a huge headache. i feel like i have a big rain cloud over my head. i want to have a good weekend, but i am just drained and scared! i can't handle anything else going wrong, but i am scared that it will!